average life

After hanging out with some people tonight, I’ve realized just how different my life is now and how different it will be. I don’t really have the same friends that I used to and actually I don’t have many friends at all anymore (at least close by). Circumstances changed. People changed. I changed and am still changing.

I realized that much of my humor was self-depreciating, so I tried to refrain from making comments that only put myself down. Sadly enough, this means I don’t say much. I’ve actually become quite reserved around people. Before I didn’t care much what people thought of me (because I didn’t really care as much for them, or didn’t think I did anyway), whereas now I actually (consciously) want people to like me .

I am still in the phase of trying to decide who I really am and who I want to be.

I am trying to branch out in my interests and the people with whom I associate with.

I am still in the phase of trying to decide who I really am and who I want to be.

I am trying to be friendlier and more sincere, with varying results.

I spend a lot of time alone and it doesn’t bother me all that much, but sometimes a I am a bit frustrated that some necessary changes can’t take place immediately. It would make life a whole lot better. I think it would anyway.