Well, this week has been has been horrible. One of the worst ever. I came to the realization that a relationship that I was starting with my best friend wasn’t going to work out, so I ended it before it got too deep. Lots of general badness coming from that. I have three tests this week, two of which I am avoiding to study for now, but really need to be studying for. A computer program is due, but at least that got pushed back to monday. I tried to dye my hair back brown – it ended up purple, so I had to bleach it again. Wednesday was one of the worst days I’ve had. I skipped several of my classes and tried to avoid (unsuccessfully) random ambushing panic attacks – and it was raining which was just wet and depressing. (sigh)